Rutting sounds like it should be a fun word.

I am in a rut. R-U-T. Rut. Rutting. Rut-rutty-rut-rut.

Which backward is only one letter away from being brown and smelly. Well, almost. You have to switch the R and the U around...oh, balls. See what I get when I try to be clever?

I'm just so....ick. Nothing is going on, I am making nothing happen, my world is caught in a bizarre spin of nothingness. I do nothing, even though I have much to do, I talk to no one, even though there a myriad of people I want to talk to, I just....linger and wallow and sit.

I know what I need to do to get out of it, I do.

Not being able to expend the effort to do so just makes it that much more depressing.

Rut.